Thursday, March 6, 2025

16 years today

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 We always honor them & remember them. Decided to try and make a floating biodegradable flower wreath but didn’t quite make it to a grea...
Friday, March 6, 2020

Not a day goes by

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Sometimes this time of year feels like we are running away. For the last 10 years we have been going to the cold beaches of Cape May. Honest...
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Saturday, March 2, 2019

3-6-9... 10 years later

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Wow, 10 years on Wednesday.  Never thought I'd say that.  Never thought I'd say things in 3's, never thought things would end in...
Tuesday, February 28, 2017

3-6-09 - 8 years down the road

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Everything is in 3's, even their birthday 3-6-09, and Im noticing these things these years more than ever.  You could say Im currently o...
Monday, February 29, 2016

The Memory Box

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Saturday morning, still a little foggy from waking up, I tell Autumn to get some slippers or socks on.   She replies that she has some in ...
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Monday, March 2, 2015

The should've, could'ves

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Six years ago today was the beginning of the end. They were still safely tucked away at this point.  We had no way of knowing that losing a ...
Friday, February 27, 2015

Drawn

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I'm still drawn to coming here, especially now near their birthday. Next Friday will be 6 years. 6 YEARS. It hurts, it still freakin h...
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Monday, March 3, 2014

Reliving it, again…

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Thankful for the distraction of work, but the minute I am not focused, my thoughts always go back to them.   This week 5 years ago, I wa...
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Thursday, February 27, 2014

One week til 5 years

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I've been watching the ticker again. Capturing photos of the would be milestones of three little girls prepping for their 5th birthday ...
Tuesday, February 11, 2014

March of Dimes…do or don’t…

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This was the year I was finally going to do it.  Walk for the brief lives of my babies and countless others out there.  I don’t know ...
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Tuesday, February 4, 2014

Screaming Silently

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She screams silently inside Pleasing everyone alive She weeps for little ones above And now has trouble showing love The outside shel...
Thursday, January 30, 2014

Talking differently about hope

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A gut-wrenching thing like child loss unites grieving Moms and Dads in a way that is so special and so unique to me, that I can’t even des...
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Tuesday, March 5, 2013

The day before...

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Looking at those little footprints makes me go deep in wondrous thought.   Little would-be four year olds dancing around in our back...
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Thursday, February 28, 2013

March is hard

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I’m failing with my resolution to blog and reconnect here. I guess I come here when I need to, which feels selfish, because so many who h...
Monday, December 31, 2012

Bye 2012

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Are you still here? I hope so… There is nothing like a good old blog post. I have missed blogging since I found FB this year, where I spe...
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Tuesday, July 24, 2012

3 years post due date

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Tonight, after the house settled (sort of!), I managed to make my way out to the babies' garden, water the plants who are starving for ...
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Saturday, June 30, 2012

Yes, it's finally 3333 today

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I guess this won't happen again for 33 years...lord knows I'll know it then too...love you baby girls, these were planted with...
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Friday, June 22, 2012

More of the same, and then some more...

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A couple posts back I mentioned I was watching the “ticker” on the side of my screen, waiting for 3y,3m,3w,3d to show up. Then I realiz...
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Thursday, June 14, 2012

Father's Day 2012

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Remembering, celebrating, and honoring ALL Fathers this weekend.  And if they are in need of a private place to put out their thoughts and f...
Friday, June 8, 2012

Bargaining with Yourself

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I’ve always tried to tell myself, for every one bad blog post, write one good post. Well, I have read back and the bad posts have started to...
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Tuesday, June 5, 2012

The "Ticker"

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Where I am...3,2,4,2, tick tick tick.  Watching that ticker on the side of my blog waiting for it to turn 3,3,3,3.  Why? Why am I doing that...
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Thursday, May 24, 2012

Little tugs

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Sitting here printing out labels for our tissue box donations and realized that one of my browsers was open to my blog.  Tug.  Small sound c...
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Tuesday, May 15, 2012

Tuesday Link Up and Donations to Hospitals

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Today is Link Up with Tesha’s Blog Tuesdays ! Link up and find or support another grieving parent if you can. It helps so much to know we ar...
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Tuesday, May 8, 2012

Tuesday Link-Up & Random Ramblings

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First I have to thank sweet Tesha for taking the time to put a whole lotta angel baby names out there for BLM’s she has connected with so f...
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Saturday, May 5, 2012

International Bereaved Mother's Day

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Thinking of all mommies who have to live on earth while their children play in Heaven, we will reunite one day. This day is for all of ...
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Tuesday, April 24, 2012

Tuesday Link-Up With Tesha

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Hi Everyone, Welcome to those of you linking up with Tesha’s blog or just finding my blog for the first time. I am Nan, and I lost my t...
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Monday, April 23, 2012

Infertility Awareness...

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Way too many of us struggle with infertility in this world. I was fortunate in one aspect that I had one of the very few state mandated ...
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Tuesday, April 17, 2012

Still...

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Im still here.  Still.  Things still bother me.  Things still anger me.  Things still bring me to my knees.  Things still overwhelm me.  Thi...
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Thursday, March 8, 2012

How we remembered our baby girls on their 3rd birthday

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Warning...living child mentioned, and in picture link as well.... * * * * * * Here is the link to the pictures we took over the weeke...
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Tuesday, March 6, 2012

Happy 3rd heavenly birthday baby girls

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Sigh....
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Monday, February 6, 2012

One Month Til They Turn 3 in Heaven

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I see myself sometimes as a broken record, playing the same thoughts over and over again. Here I am again trying to plan a special day for ...
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Wednesday, December 21, 2011

Xmas 2011 - Our triplets stocking additions

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The pictures don't really doesn't do these justice. It's a gold-ish color with three swavorski (sp?) color crystals in the cente...
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Tuesday, December 6, 2011

The 6th, Again

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It's the 6th again, and only 4 months until their 3rd Birthday. It's also time to think about what we will add to our sweet angels...
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Wednesday, November 30, 2011

25 Days of Giveaways

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I am terrible with adding blog buttons so I am just creating a link here . Please visit Tina's amazing blog during the month of December...
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Tuesday, November 15, 2011

3 negatives make 1 positive

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I could continue to write on and on about the darker side of things, but I always bargained with myself that if I get too dark, that I would...
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Monday, November 14, 2011

Thanks for the lift…

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Thanks for your comments on my last post sweet friends. It helped to know I wasn’t alone, although I always wish no one else felt like me. B...
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Tuesday, November 8, 2011

Twisted

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Its official, my train of thought definitely has to be re-trained. While working with my therapist, she finally said to me that the things ...
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Wednesday, October 19, 2011

Styx, Stickers, Bubba, Bubbahead

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My sweet kitty of 15 and a half long loyal years passed away last night of old age. He has always been such a comfort to me through all of t...
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Monday, October 17, 2011

Wave of Light 2011 - Remembrance Photos

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Click here for more photos Was thinking of everyone xxxooo
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Friday, October 14, 2011

Thoughts of tomorrow…

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They feel heavier. Should they be lighter? We all know there isn’t a book to follow. I read an article that said losing a child(ren) is a li...
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Tuesday, September 6, 2011

Two and a Half Years...

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I've been holding my breath for a few weeks, and now I know why. Thankfully I have a therapy appointment tonight to help me work through...
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Saturday, July 9, 2011

I forgot

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This month was the first month in 2 years, 4 months that I missed acknowledging the "6th" of every month. To a normal person that ...
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Sunday, March 6, 2011

Happy 2nd Birthday sweet girls

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Hi beautiful babies of ours, We have been thinking of you constantly and trying to stay focused on hoping you are playing in clouds with you...
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Thursday, March 3, 2011

~~Attempting to Embrace it, Again~~

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Loved with a love beyond all feeling, Missed with a grief beyond all tears Missing you tons baby girls, I love you.
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Wednesday, February 9, 2011

Bottled Up

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We are rounding the corner to our triplet's 2nd Birthday/Angelversary. I am taking the time to write this post no matter how it comes ou...
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Monday, October 18, 2010

Candles

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I didn't have alot of time after work to get this together, but wanted to share that I lighted candles in honor of all our babies with ...
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Thursday, October 14, 2010

Layers of Grief.....& Oct 15th Rememberence Day

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Living child mentioned, just want to give a heads up in case you don't want to read...but you may find it helpful. If not, please know t...
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