Wednesday, November 25, 2009

It's not easy, but I'll make it through, again

And so it is again, another Holiday without our babies that we trudge through. It's hard to be thankful when you've lost three children suddenly in one day. But, I must say I am thankful for the time I had with my girls, for the 5 months I got to watch and feel them thrive and grow with me, and for what this whole process has opened my eyes to because I know I will be a better more appreciative Mom when I have angels on earth. There are so many of us out there, way too many, but we all support eachother in a world we would have never known about unless we'd not been through the loss of a child. Crappy way to meet, I know. But I am thankful for all of you and for the people who support us IRL too. My girls brought me you :) I hope you can find peace while getting through Thanksgiving (whether you are celebrating it or not), and remember what a blessing it was to carry a baby or babies and know our angels are watching over us always.

Love, Nan xo

10 comments:

  1. Thinking of you, your husband and your 3 little angels on Thanksgiving. I hope you find a bit of time to try and enjoy tomorrow.

    *hugs*

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  2. Hugs I too am thankful for this community. May you have some peace.

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  3. You are right, it was definitely a blessing to carry my Jenna those 29 weeks. Hope your Thanksgiving is a happy one :)

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  4. Happy Thanksgiving to you too Nan!! xx

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  5. I pray that you will have a beautiful day.

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  6. Wishing you a happy and peaceful day today. *HUGS*

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  7. I am so thankful for you, too! Holidays are so hard. I just keep trying to talk myself into trudging through. We'll get through them.
    Thinking of your 3 beautiful angels.

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  8. What am I most Thankful for...YOU, my sweet friend. Even through your own struggles you always manage to pick me up when I am blue. And I am ever grateful for knowing you. A friendship created in heaven :)

    Mwah!
    me xoxo

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  9. It was a blessing to carry my girls. Thank you for reminding of that time and what a beautiful post, thank you.
    Remembering Shelby, Megan and Lynne.
    Love and peace to you xo

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