Tuesday, May 8, 2012

Tuesday Link-Up & Random Ramblings

First I have to thank sweet Tesha for taking the time to put a whole lotta angel baby names out there for BLM’s she has connected with so far. And to post them all and dedicate them all, just amazing! I cried happy tears seeing my sweet girls names.  Please link up your blog today with Tesha's if you can!






Second, I received a beautiful bracelet from Tina and I just want to thank her for her kindness, it meant a lot to me, its gorgeous and I wear it everyday!! And also, everyone else who sends me cards and notes and messages, thank you, they all mean the world to me!! I really don’t know where I would be without all of you.

Third, some family members “get it”, but it’s very rare anymore to talk out loud about my heavenly babies except to my husband. I almost feel like sometimes people think we are unapproachable or afraid of us! My Mom and my sister have both been through miscarriages, but they don’t think of it the same as I do, that their loss was a child lost too, they think it’s different because I held my babies, but to me, they have every right to grieve as I do, if they want to. It’s been a heavy 3 months. You know that feeling of just a lot of sadness and tiredness. I don’t know what it is, but I hope the feeling passes soon. I know when my mind needs a break from blogging and emailing, etc, and I know with my depression history when it’s time to go on meds. I’m not there yet, but I fear if this doesn’t lift I may have to, which there is absolutely nothing wrong with that, it just makes you feel a little defeated that you can’t snap out of it on your own. Maybe writing this will help me get through it, ya never know!!  I plan on doing more gardening in the babies garden this weekend which might be soothing too!  It's beautiful!


Lastly, this week is National Nurses Week. If you have a nurse or nurses in your life, please be sure to say thank you for all you do, even when it’s not national nurses week, it makes them feel good! My sister and SIL are both nurses and I cannot even imagine doing what they do day in and day out. They were both there to help me deliver my triplets, and I know they were distraught, but they somehow kept strong for me (tears).


Much Love, Nan xoxoxo

Love you baby girls...

7 comments:

  1. Hi Nan, I am so sorry you are having a hard time, me to. My doctor has pushed meds but I just don't want to go on them. Not that I think they are bad, I just hate taking any medication. Also we don't use birth control and I would not want to end up pregnant on a medication that might not be safe. I need to get outside also it is really healthy. I just started waking up early to have prayer time and I know from past times of depression that has helped me. I am saying a prayer for you now sweet friend, you will make it through, we both will.

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  2. Hi Nan! I haven't had a chance to read anything about you or your sweet babies yet. I just wanted to say hi and thank you so much for the comment on my blog. If you don't see it anymore, it is because I redid the page that I made and it didn't transfer your comment like I thought it would! :( ugh! I am so sorry but I did get it and thank you so much! I hope you are having a great day and I look forward to learning more about you and your sweet family!

    Nicki

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  3. Just stopping by to say hi and give *hugs*. And I agree, it's amazing what Tesha did for our babies this week :) Thankful for this link up.

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  4. Love you sweet friend!!! It's hard when the emotions rule you even when you are ready to break out of the sad!!!! You know I'm always here and am praying for you and always remembering your sweet girls!!!

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  5. Hi Nan! Stopping by from Tesha's link-up. She is SO sweet to write our baby's names like that. I hope you had a peaceful Mother's Day. You and your sweet babies have a special place in my heart because my brothers are multiples (twins) and my best friend is a multiple (triplets).

    Much love and hugs,
    Hannah Rose

    I'd love to have you follow along on my blog as well!
    www.roseandherlily.com

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  6. Those pictures are so precious and so beautiful! That was beyond sweet of Tesha to give her time for all of the families she blessed with these photos.

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