Thursday, September 3, 2009

Mixed Bag of Emotions

Monday, grumpy.

Tuesday, happy.

Wednesday, so-so.

Thursday, angry and sad.

I feel like I have a full menu of emotions for the week. Hmmm...what should I make with dinner tonight hon? A side of happy or a side of pissed off? What is up? Why do I feel so on and off and hot and cold? All I can think that it might be is that 6 months is coming up....6 months. Is that it? Am I preparing to protect myself from it? Why anyone has to live like this when things were just FINE before, is beyond me. I also have many bereaved parents on my radar, I know their sadness can weigh heavy on the mind as well. So so sad. I pray for tomorrow to be a good day.

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  1. I'll pray for tomorrow as well.

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  2. Praying for your comfort. I am so sorry for the journey you are walking and it is not fair. No one should ever have to live with this loss. I wish I could give you hope, I wish I had the words to Why? so I could ease the pain in your heart. ((HUGS))

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  3. Ditto...

    Know that "Through this storm you do not walk alone" and I'll gladly tie your rope for you, just as you've tied mine.

    xoxo

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